WEEK ROUND UP

just to sum up my weekly activities and kalemyerdahan. hehe. so last week. i've watched NEW MOON four times. adik much? haha. but i have fun though. with every company i have while watching it.. so i'll make like a comment on every person i've been with!

FIRST, with maine. anti edward siya from the start. and when she saw the movie, she was like.. "wiwi, ang pogi pala ng edward na yan. i should buy the books!!" and she was like saying abs like a thousand times during the movie. yung jowa niya, no comment. another insecure creature kay edward!! hahaha.

SECOND, with jea may descatiar. sa totoo lang, critic talaga kami pag nanunuod kami ng movie. pero this time, naging biased kami. super duper ABS!! hahaha. kahilo. and sobrang side comment kami all through out!! like ung mga kasabay namin sa pila or something. di na kami nakabili ng pagkaen dahil late na kami natapos kakalakad! :)

THIRD, with nixx santi camz shey monica! the craziest company ever!! as in "shet ang pogi ni edward.", "f*ck si edward." hahahaha! ndi mapigilan ang pagnanasa. hahaha! i love it.

after watching the movie with the marians, o well, before pa kami manuod, umattend kami ng forum ng TPC which was i know na before we went to ATC pa. hahaha! so we joined them and win some goodies. it was fun. new knowledge din kahit papano. and we enjoyed it! then off to watching the film!!

tomorrow, manunuod kami ni alyssa. ewan ko lang kung ano ang mangyayari. hahaha!!

DAMN YOU NEW MOON!! NAKAKAADIK KA!!

SOME MEMORIES HUH.

so i found this writings on my scrapbook. someone special wrote it to me a couple of years ago which i just like to share.

i will just re-type it.

RANDOM FACTS YOU'LL NEED TO KNOW ABOUT THIS BRAT.
- by someone

* tulo laway siya. you'll know when she's in deep sleep.
* and when she's in deep sleep at bigla siyang naistorbo, tatayo na lang siya bigla at magtatanong ng.. "anong nangyari?" YES. CREEPY.
* she hates being told what to do.
* she loves telling someone what to do.
* she hates long arguments.
* she unintentionally loves picking up a fight.
* she needed to talk when she's angry, outlet niya un para mawala ung galit nia.
* and when she's talking, don't believe anything that she says. it's all shits anyway.
* and make sure that you answered all the things she says, kailangan may feedback.
* the greatest pang-uto to her when she's in her topak mode, FOOD. that's it. and a couple of kisses.
* she prefer to kiss her on her forehead than her lips.
* she loves hazelnut cadbury.
* when bumming at the house, she refuses to take a bath. (ilaglag daw ba ko.)

the others are quite personal na. instant about me :)

MY NEW MOON MOVIE REVIEW.

and as a tradition, a super near death experience screenshot. haha. and kamusta ung phone q, may flash! tinignan tuloy ako nung kuya na katabi ko.

well, it's not actually a movie review but sort of like a movie experience.

three words.
I. LOVE. JACOB.

for the mean time. hahaha!

i think i am kind of in the middle. like, TEAM EDCOB. haha. para silang magka-love team.

anyway, the movie was great. this time, the movie gives justice to the book. well-interpreted. the image, the make-up, the soundtracks. i just can't stop asking..

IS KRISTEN STEWART CAPABLE OF CRYING?
i mean the whole break up thing, if that happens to me with edward.. hindi pa siya natatapos magsalita, nagwawala na ko! naglulupasay na ko! i mean that's what i think.. diba. haha. hanap ako kakampi.

but overall, 10 thumbs up!! :)

the second time, i watched the movie was with my bestfriend.. so habang nakapila kami which is loooooooooooong line. there were like 5 boys in front of us in the line, IMAGINE. 5 boys watching new moon without their girlfriends by their side. WEIRD. i wish all boys are really that appreciative and LESS INSECURITY to EDWARD.
*bitter much?*

can't wait for the sequel.

CELEBRATING FIRST DAYS.

first day of school. 3rd year, 1st semester.
with 3B couples plus mac mac.

since first time mag-aya ni mac mac maggala, go agad! no second thoughts!
spent 200 pesos worth of tokens. sorry, bata eh. hahaha.

FOR HIM.

dear baby,

i just need to talk to you since mommy miss you so much. sorry if i don't have the time to be there especially during your birthdays. i need someone to talk to. i wish you were here.

natatandaan mo ba baby nung unang nalaman nila mommy na you were there? sorry for the reaction pero napaaga ka, but were thankful na you came. daddy even want you under his name diba? he was touching you everyday. and feeling your nudge. you want pizzas and pastas that time kaya lagi tayong nasa greenwich nun. and for some months, some people notices you na and excited to see you came. sorry if i don't give you the chance to see the world. i regretted that baby. you know that. i prayed nga diba na we can do it together. and you were fighting also.

mom have her own life now. and daddy also. we wish din na you will be happy about our decisions. sana andito ka baby. ikaw na lang yung natitira saken. ikaw na lang. guide me lagi baby ha? don't let mommy made those wrong decisions again.

i miss you. and i love you always.

love, mommy

DEPRESSED.

so one thing i do when i'm depressed. sleep. for like an hour or half. napuputol. ewan ko kung bakit. recently, i've been in this roller coaster feeling with someone whom i'm romantically involved. roller coaster ride kasi hindi ako sure kung siya ba talaga ang gusto ko, o siya na ba talaga ang pang-forever ek ek ko. i know it's like too early for realizations na ganun, pero kasi.. i've been through worst. ayoko ng maulit un. and i promised to myself na hindi na mauulit un. weird and self-centered but i guess it gives me the realization of one realistic love.

so the depression starts, and i can't figure it out yet where i will be WILLING to be whole again. i've been through this, pero wala akong kadala-dala. i guess i'm a depression magnet. (what a term.)

yung feeling na you can't breathe kasi yung pain galing sa lungs mo. (aken na description to. walang pakielamanan.) and the feeling na once you stare at somethimg, you will be staring at it for hours. and you want to eat (kasama talaga to.) tapos you want to get drunk. and lastly, you want to blogged it out.

i texted like a dozen of my friends. and guess what they all said..

"sa sunday, manuod tayo ng new moon. tanggal yang depression mo for sure."

that's why i love them.

i was never the makwento one in terms of this field of interest. i was more of the adviser. the word of wisdom friend. the one that you can lean on, pag may load. so i believe that they believe na bibihira ako masaktan. i know daw kasi the in and outs of the relationship, but they don't know that the more practical a person may sound, the less practical this person in her/his relationship. believe me. i can prove it.

so i guess, this is the story for now. next chapter na lang ulit.

NAYN'S 19TH BDAY.

with my nhengsz <3

pinoy henyo trip.
the bar.
junk food.
paranormal activity/the ugly truth
marlboro.

equals

total night for us!

PUSS ON THE BOOTS.

PUSS ON THE BOOTS.

meet jasper and alice.
the new member of the family.
c/o timmy ramos.

it's good naman pala to have a cat. malambing sila and sobrang nakakatuwa. hahaha.

love em!