MAJOR MAJOR RECAP!

after 2 months of not talking and seeing each other. WE'RE BACK! ♥

we have this habit that when we're fighting or some misunderstanding, bago maging 2 months, nagkakaayos na kami. they were the closest boy friends i have.

MAJOR MAJOR RECAP!

i've been MIA for like forever! so as a sign of my respect to myself, i will do a major major flashback since august 20 (my last post.) ohmyveggie.

me and my love's 5th year anniversary celebration. ♥
(august 20 2010)

celebrated it with our closest friends. it was a simple celebration but with a lot of talks and laughs and reminiscing and dancing. my four girls were there and a whole lot of immactheo. beng and lean were absent due to commitments. :)

it was not a super cheesy celebration dahil hindi romantic type ang jowa ko. i got pissed pa nga nung una dahil late sya =| but it never matter. at least, he agreed to have a celebration, which is a two-weeks deliveration para pumayag sya. HAHAHA.

next time na magpapainom kami, i wish it will be our wedding na. ♥

a quick recap over my busy sh*t schedule.

me, jicel and dan.

And so i left ISUZU last July 30. Hindi kami masyadong nakapagbonding ng mga co-ojt ko since ako lang ang umalis. hahaha! But I will probably miss them. The Idle time, the late meriendas pag walang boss, internet! hahaha. unahan kami pag lunch sa free internet sa lounge. ;) Pero I'll come back, one of these days.

nhengsz.

After a lifetime, nagkita-kita din kami. It's the celebration of Sarah's birthday. (i think 3 weeks delayed?) It was all the same through this years, matakaw kami. :)

the boys and girls of 4B.

We will be having our 3-month Care Group Seminar in Psychology at Makati Med. Define fun! Laughtrip umaga pa lang. WE'RE WEARING WHITE NA!!

Welcome to Linden Tree Institute Inc. - Kolbe Academy International

I have no words to describe it. So let me just say, I want to stay here forever. :)

a birthday diary :)

my day started very annoying.

its raining. HARD.

so i started saying to myself na re-sched mo na lang yung party since its very considerate naman kung bakit hindi matutuloy. and so i tell these guys na pag umulan pa hanggang hapon, considered ng hindi tuloy. and then few hours have gone, and then the rain stopped, miraculously. :)

paisa-isa silang dumating. so i was a bit annoyed kasi 6pm ko sinabing magpunta tapos wala pa sila ng 7. so until nhengsz came, (i dont know kung nahalata nilang naiinis ako) then everyone follows. its my 3rd year of celebrating my bday with them. same faces every year.

the night was crazy. as in define crazy :))

thanks immactheo. sorry for my emotional hormones are crazy those days.

and for those na bumati sa fb, ohdamn, ang dami nyo but you know who you are! ;p

my mama, super effort kami asikasuhin. and for my ate, inducing the noises! hahaha! pasensya na, mga lasing eh. hahaha! ;p

kay pag-ibig ko, dami mong alam! hahaha :))

ayon. thank you everyone!!

im 20! in 24 hours! :)

twenteen

is a great number ha.

so evaluation time!

in my 20 years, sa tingin ko.. bata pa ko! hahaha! ni hindi pa nga ako nakakapuntang cebu! so.. im young and naive pa in many ways :) i love my life, right now. i think im sort of contented. i have everything right here.

im graduating.

i have my friends till now.

i have him hanggang ngayon!

me and my parents are on good terms.

i have my ever fun and supportive classmates.

my bro is in highschool na! (thats good right?)

i have my blog for 2 years!! :))

wish i can celebrate ng bonggang bongga! but.. as i said, im contented na!

i just want a cake and a balloon. :) yun lang. *ehem*

♥

bipolar.

so i had a serious talk with one of my closest friends earlier today and recall a lot of moments na naging memorable sameng dalawa. it was fun and somewhat sad na we regret some things and thankful at the same time, cause its the reason why we are this person right now. so anyway, i just had a realization of my life today. 20 isnt a joke of surviving a lot of pressures and trials. i feel like 30 na nga eh. hahahaha :p but it was hard, realizing them all and at the end, you'll say.. 'its not worth it.'

there are these questions rambled in my mind about the different aspects in my life. questions that made me realized and think, na.. 'eto na lang ba to? ganto na lang ba lagi?' and all i can say is.. sometimes or anytime soon, i'll give up.

what if im not happy anymore?

what if im not being myself and im just being a coward all these time?

what if i dont like what my life is going through?

what if.. everything was changed according to what i want?

im usually a loud person. i am my friends' confidantes. pero pano pag problema ko na? how the fcuk will i handle those? and what if i failed? and what if masaktan lang ako?

yes. coward.

=(

SUMMER BABY! :)

3-day unwind and rejuvenate with 3B friends :)

pagkilatan, batangas

one whole day of fun with the best girls in town :)

portofino heights

best summer ever!

random 'nhengsz' pics

little bendita's 3rd birthday :))

false alarm visit :)

bibo night! ♥ :)

'they are my priceless treasures.'

outdated blog.

outdated blog from the very outdated blog owner. im not in the mood for blogging these days. lazy much? dammit. di na gumaling ang sakit kong ito. anyway, i feel like 'updating' this newly designed blog. its in the moods :)

well, i have 3 weeks to save my glorying days being a 19 year old! gaad. time really flies so fast. last thing i know, im 30! hahaha! OA. the following posts will be pictures na, pag sinipag sipag.. may caption :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN DOMANAIS :)

since its his birthday, effort effortan ako gumawa ng ikatutuwa nya at ikakatouch nya. hahaha! :)

anyway, sabi nya 11 years na daw kaming magkaibigan (since grade 3.. 4th year college na kami, you do the math. hehe.) ayoko naman kontrahin ang paniniwala nyang ganun. dahil, wala lang!

nagkita na naman kami after ilang years na nawalay kami sa piling ng isa't isa. napakatalas ng memory ng batang ito.. ultimo small details of our childhood eh, naalala nya.. magaling! ayun.. nung nagkita naman kame.. dedma lang ako dahil sa kadahilanang, MAKULIT SYA! OVER OVER! hahaha! napakamakwento at madrama nya pero wagka, WALA KAMING DULL MOMENT NYAN. hahaha! laughtrip kami lagi pag kame ang magkatabi. wala lang, sadyang kahit ano lang eh kaya naming pag-usapan. ewan ko ba kung bakit.

wala na kong masabi eh. hahaha! everyday naman tayo nagkikita! hahaha :))

wish ko for you eh sana makakita ka na ng KALIGAYAHAN KALIGAYAHAN. hahaha! makahanp ah.. wag kang maghanap. alam kong di ako isang ganap na mabuting kaibigan sayo pero.. hahahaha! mabait naman ako.. diba? ;)

sana wag ka magbago and.. sana poreber tayong friends! thank you for this concrete friendship! loveyou! :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

babes

Last March 19, 2010 at Mongolian.

happiness! :)

i cant believe im 20 in 3 months. time really flies so fast. and il be graduating in 2 semesters! (sana!) bat ang bilis? next time i realized, ikakasal na ko. HAHAH. which is maybe 8 to 10 years from now! and.. its been 20 days since the last post. ang weird. i dreamt of 20 last night. hmmm. STRANGE.

okay, since im bored. and bored as a border! i compiled na lang everything on my empty brain right now. damn! ;)

FIRST. i want these!! TERRIBLY! BADLY! AND BIGTIME!

i had a thing with vectors and stuff :)

and i have a thing with pink! hahaha :)

early gifts are accepted naman! okay lang yung medyo maaga. *ehem* papa *ehem*

:)

random q&a ;p

Are you available?
-- i am very much happily taken :)

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
-- lotsa! still i get on with it!

Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?
-- weird but open ;p haha! i dunno why. i know it's rude, silly!

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
-- family ofcourse ;p carlos brian musni. NHENGSZ! oooh! il die! =)

Where did you get your last bruise from?
-- nasangga sa upuan! clumseeeeh!

What are you currently hearing right now?
-- ugong ng aircon and the keyboard typing!

Anyone crushing on you?
-- the hell i know ;p

Has anyone ever given you roses?
-- yep. every valentine's day ;p

What are you looking forward to?
-- summer! lots of plans with my girls. and with dadee and with my summer class. hahaha ;p

Do you worry your last ex will move on & be happier with another person?

-- no ;p il be much happier if he does. move on and live life. walang bitterness =)

Are you really happy or are you just saying that?

-- hahaha ;p i am happy. period.

When did you last hold hands with someone?
-- last thursday with dadee! ;p

If you were kicked out of your current residence, whom would you call?
-- papa ko! ;p

Do you think relationships are hard?
-- no maintaining a harmonious relationship is hard.

What was the last reason that you CRIED?
-- a month ago over some nonsense reason but im over it ;p

Are you a loud person?
-- depends on whom i am with.

When was the last time you slept on the floor?
-- oooh. tagal na. but i prefer sleeping on the floor seriously. i dont why.

Will you have a valentine this year?
-- i already have! ;p

Did your parents do drugs when they were younger?
-- yes daw. mahilig sila magshare so i've heard yes.

Are there framed pictures from your parents wedding in your house?
-- no. nasa album, a very vintage album.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
-- no!! why would i? ;p

Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?
-- lot of times.

Something you really want right now?
-- a se w595 ;p drooling!

Is there someone you want back in your life right this moment?
-- none. at the moment.

Do you need to say anything to someone?
-- none ;p

Do you like to make the first move?
-- depende how much i like the person.

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
-- at times. there are things that no need for someone to say.

Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
-- yes naman ;p

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-- nikki, doma and che. first and last =)

What was the best thing that happened to you this year?
-- dami eh! blessings and more blessings ;p

If you could go back 8 months and change something would you?
-- hahaha! yeah!! id loved to!

How do you feel about your relationship status?
-- blessed and thankful ;p 5 years? not a joke.

Any summer plans for 2010?
-- lotsa! hope matuloy lahat!!

In whose arms do you feel safest in?

-- carlos brian musni ;p

1st sunday =P

In Field.

february 20, 2010

priceless experience =)

=)

ICCS International Convention

2nd International Convention on Psychological Communication

February 13, 2010

There were about 70 universities from all over the Philippines who joined. students, deans, guidance counselors and professors.

It was fun though.

nhengsz celebrated ♥ 's day :)

last february 13, 2010

at giligan's, atc!
nayn. dayn. nixx. dhot. momi carla. lara

late posts ;)

01.16.10
me, nixx, dhot and momi carla :)

super blast night w my loves! after a hundred years, nag-night out ulit c momi carla. went to vue bar, bellevue then giligan's afterwards :)



01.21.10
celebrating friendship :)



coffee nights w nixx and dhot :)

01.08.10
with my girls and kamae :)

after a long time, nakasama namin c kamae. nag-foodtrip sa treats at gumala sa westgate. we realized that the night was still young kaya nag-giligan's kami along with kesh :)

01.04.10
First Day of 2010 ;)

biglaan trip. since t'was d first day of school, we assumed na wala agad klase.. and hindi naman kami nagkamali.

off to cafe año at westgate, very calming place. had mudshake and some food for the soul.

12.28.09
nhengsz' christmas party
at momi carla's house

fried chicken
shanghai
hotdog
cake
d bar :P

with my bestfriend
(12.26.09)