im 20! in 24 hours! :)

twenteen

is a great number ha.

so evaluation time!

in my 20 years, sa tingin ko.. bata pa ko! hahaha! ni hindi pa nga ako nakakapuntang cebu! so.. im young and naive pa in many ways :) i love my life, right now. i think im sort of contented. i have everything right here.

im graduating.

i have my friends till now.

i have him hanggang ngayon!

me and my parents are on good terms.

i have my ever fun and supportive classmates.

my bro is in highschool na! (thats good right?)

i have my blog for 2 years!! :))

wish i can celebrate ng bonggang bongga! but.. as i said, im contented na!

i just want a cake and a balloon. :) yun lang. *ehem*

♥

bipolar.

so i had a serious talk with one of my closest friends earlier today and recall a lot of moments na naging memorable sameng dalawa. it was fun and somewhat sad na we regret some things and thankful at the same time, cause its the reason why we are this person right now. so anyway, i just had a realization of my life today. 20 isnt a joke of surviving a lot of pressures and trials. i feel like 30 na nga eh. hahahaha :p but it was hard, realizing them all and at the end, you'll say.. 'its not worth it.'

there are these questions rambled in my mind about the different aspects in my life. questions that made me realized and think, na.. 'eto na lang ba to? ganto na lang ba lagi?' and all i can say is.. sometimes or anytime soon, i'll give up.

what if im not happy anymore?

what if im not being myself and im just being a coward all these time?

what if i dont like what my life is going through?

what if.. everything was changed according to what i want?

im usually a loud person. i am my friends' confidantes. pero pano pag problema ko na? how the fcuk will i handle those? and what if i failed? and what if masaktan lang ako?

yes. coward.

=(

SUMMER BABY! :)

3-day unwind and rejuvenate with 3B friends :)

pagkilatan, batangas

one whole day of fun with the best girls in town :)

portofino heights

best summer ever!

random 'nhengsz' pics

little bendita's 3rd birthday :))

false alarm visit :)

bibo night! ♥ :)

'they are my priceless treasures.'

outdated blog.

outdated blog from the very outdated blog owner. im not in the mood for blogging these days. lazy much? dammit. di na gumaling ang sakit kong ito. anyway, i feel like 'updating' this newly designed blog. its in the moods :)

well, i have 3 weeks to save my glorying days being a 19 year old! gaad. time really flies so fast. last thing i know, im 30! hahaha! OA. the following posts will be pictures na, pag sinipag sipag.. may caption :)