twilight.

there are 2 things I am positive of right now. first, the book was better than the movie. and second, I'm single.. since now.

me and ally saw the film this morning. sorry, i don't have any pictures. (the cable of my phone is misplaced, so bear with me.) the first time i saw it, since we watched it three times and single screening for each, i said.. "ok. good." then the second time, i started to questioned the script writers. kulang! as in kulang talaga! so these are the scenes or whatever you like to call them, which i wish were included:

- the i lied routine. i always imagine her saying that :)
- the snow moment. when the cullens are playing with the snow. i find it cute :) (page 43)
- the crash was so simple. they were supposed to be arguing right? i mean, it's kind of sweet when they are arguing.. haha.
- when edward invited bella for going to seattle. the whole inviting process! (page 87)
- this is my favorite moment, ever!
my head snapped up. i followed her gaze to see edward, smiling crookedly, staring at me from an empty table across the cafeteria from where he usually sat. once he'd caught my eye, he raised one hand and motioned with his index finger for me to join him. as i stared in disbelief, he winked.
OH MY EDWARD! wala sa movie. TSK!
- blood type. (page 102) this was supposed to be in the film. EDWARD. JEALOUS!
- dazzling :)
he tilted his head to one side and his eyes were curious. "i dazzle people?"
"you haven't noticed? do you think everybody gets their way so easily?"
he ignored my questions. "do i dazzle you?"
"frequently." i admitted.

this by far, were the chosen ones who are not in the film. frustrating! but the film was okay okay. some scenes are cute. especially when edward was officially introduced to charlie, the shotgun was a bit.. scary. ahaha. it's funny though. and.. the scene at the cullen house. edward's expressions were totally.. lovable! but overall, the movie is good. great.

second part, i know i've said this a lot of times before. and i guess, final na to. IT'S OVER. 4 years of i think true relationship was over. mutual decision. no harm done. and i guess, and wishing it over and over.. that it's for the best for both of us. for me, dominantly. i just want to thank a few people for keeping me calm and made me stop from crying. james and lean. and bff! wow. special mention. haha. thanks for the talk. badly needed it. and bff, sobrang napatawa mo ko. ganda ng timing mo.

it just proved me one thing. NOTHING IS PERMANENT. how badly you needed it and how eager of you to stay that one important event, it just go. and. leave you.

new life as of november 27, 2008 :)